2012-in short has been a very challenging year and we still have a couple of months yet to go. I keep doing stupid stuff. My brain says not to, but I do it anyway. Overall, God has provided for me throughout my unemployment. I did have money to pay rent and the bills that I needed to pay. The last straw was my apartment goof up. It was my end and some others too. It ended out okay. No matter what I would have had to pay and my unemployment was coming to an end. The only thing that it would have made a real difference on was my Excel Energy bill. So out of all the months I was saving money from not using A/C now I have to pay while I'm not there. Sigh. Things are never easy. Everything seems so challenging lately and one of our friends came up with the saying "what fresh hell is this?!" and seems to lighten the mood a little easier.
I'm just so thankful I could come back to my parents' place and have them be able to help me out. I feel incredibly guilty, but at least I am able to help Mom out. I just want a job so much and end this wait time. Sigggghhh. I need a hug and a dark hole to climb into.
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