No solid leads on a job yet. I do have an interview with TempForce tomorrow. They seem to have it more organized. A lot of temp agencies have you do an assessment afterwards, but this one does it before so you can actually talk about your skills. I'm so ready to get back into a routine and be with people. I'm spending too much time with Henry.
Anna and I went out dancing Saturday night. We originally wanted to do salsa but we couldn't find any guys to go dancing with so we met up with the Fosters and Flo at Famous Daves in Calhoun Square for some blues dancing. I had never been in there before. It turned out that there was a Children's Hospital benefit going on. If I had known I should have brought my resume. ;) I doubt that they would care at that point, but hopefully they remember me dancing with Robert. :) I was a little nervous dancing because I had heels on that I hadn't worn in a while and on top of that it was an uneven dance floor. Good thing I was with a pro. After he warmed me up, it was better.
I found out Rich is now married. I'm generally okay with it. I know nothing was going to happen. It still hurts though. I can let him go easier than Faron. Faron will always have a big part of my heart.
Now that I'm home a lot, I watch a lot TV and its disorting my view on men. That's not good. There's all these talk shows on men cheating and not willing to own up to their actions. Sictoms are bad because the men try to get out of things and wanting to be left alone to do what they want. There's a part of me that wants to be in a relationship so bad, but other there's a huge wall that some brave soul is going to have to get over. All I can say is that whoever ends up with me is going to have to be very strong.
I am very thankful for the men in my small group. If I didn't have them I don't think I would have as much faith in good guys.
Keep your faith in "good guys" - none of those on sitcoms or talk shows are 'good.' I know even while I was just dating Mike, I'd end up watching that Cheaters show. Good Lord did that mess with my head... I'd go looking for signs he was being unfaithful, etc. it was not healthy for our relationship OR my view of men. Good men Are out there... They are just not as common as the jerks. :( the right one will be able to get over ANY wall you have up..
ReplyDeletePs if u come visit anytime in future, there is one guy here I'd like you to meet. ;)
Definitely try to ignore society's/television's view of men. They seem to portray them as bumbling idiots who don't have spines and are incapable of being head of a household. Not to mention being hormone driven, cheating, unable to make a commitment kind of guys. It's not true. There are so many men that are the opposite of that. The trick is to have hope and hold out for one. The sad thing is, it seems that so many men are starting to live up to the way TV paints them to be...too bad for them, they could be so much more.
ReplyDeleteP.S. I totally agree with Krissy. The right man with definitely be able to get over those walls :).
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