Jealous.

I feel so stuck. I did have a part one of a transforming prayer and I do feel better and a little lighter. I'm jealous of other people having a life. I'm tired of not having anything to say. I want to start traveling and saying "Oh, I spotted such and such a celebrity today." Ha! Granted, I probably wouldn't even recognize most. It's probably best that I don't because then I would be jealous for other reasons especially with my favorite. Grrr. Just feeling a little bitter today.